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Note: Readers are advised to read Off Balance (Painted Bay book one) before In Step, so as to gain a fuller understanding of important backstory. It’s impossible to review In Step without reference to that backstory, so please be aware that there are spoilers for Off Balance and On Board ahead.
I’ve been reading Jay Hogan’s books since 2018 when I picked up Digging Deep, and was sufficiently impressed to want to read more of her work. Since then, she’s published a dozen more books, and is going from strength to strength as an author, as evinced by the fact that I’ve given six of her more recent books DIK status. On Board – the second in her Painted Bay series set in New Zealand’s Northland – made my Best of 2021 list, and was always going to be a tough act to follow, but I’m pleased to report that In Step (one of my most highly anticipated releases of 2022) is a worthy successor. Like the previous book, it’s powerfully emotional romance coupled with an extremely well-crafted tale of redemption and forgiveness, but it has a very different feel despite those similarities.
We’ve only really known Kane Martin as the bully who made Judah Madden’s life a misery when they were at school, and who viciously assaulted him when they were sixteen. Kane was living and working on his family’s farm until six months previously, and when Judah’s mother Cora found him living out of his car, she offered him a job working for the Madden’s mussel farming business. Judah’s brother Leroy wasn’t best pleased – he and Judah have only recently begun to repair their fractured relationship and Leroy wasn’t about to do anything that would throw a spanner into the works, but he also didn’t like the idea of going back on Cora’s promise. He offered Kane a job, but made it very clear that coming to work for him was conditional on Judah’s giving the okay.
Judah agreed on the proviso that Kane keeps well out of his way and doesn’t attempt to approach or speak to him – and Kane has obeyed that condition to the letter. He now lives in the bedsit over the garage at the Madden homestead and keeps very much to himself, accepting as his due the fact that he’ll never be anything but an outsider in Painted Bay. The heartache Kane feels at being permanently on the outside as he watches the large, fond gatherings of Madden family and friends from which he’s deliberately excluded is superbly articulated and really tugs at the heartstrings (they got quite the work-out reading this one!)
Still, he’s grateful to have a job he enjoys, a roof over his head and space to work out what he wants to do next. But his quiet existence on the fringes of life in Painted Bay is suddenly up-ended by the appearance of an old friend and colleague of Judah’s, choreographer Abe Tyler, who has come to town to help with the performance Judah is putting on to showcase the hard work of the kids in his dance therapy classes.
Abe is forty-four (to Kane’s thirty) and has worked hard to carve himself out a career as a freelance choreographer. He loves the work and all the travel it entails; it’s a somewhat nomadic existence but he wouldn’t have it any other way. Until, that is, he meets Kane and starts to think the impossible – that he might want to put down roots in the sort of small town he’s vowed never to live in.
Abe and Kane are drawn to each other from the start, but Kane isn’t out and tries hard to keep his distance, years of hiding his homosexuality helping him to keep his attraction to the other man very much under wraps. But it’s not easy. It’s been years since Kane has felt – or allowed himself to feel – a connection with anyone, and the sizzling chemistry thrumming between him and the gorgeous silver-fox choreographer eventually becomes too much to ignore. Kane and Abe agree hook-up secretly for the remainder of Abe’s visit to Painted Bay; neither of them is looking for anything permanent and it’s good that they both know where they stand. After he leaves Painted Bay, Abe has a three-month gig booked in the US, then one in Europe, and Kane doesn’t plan on sticking around either, knowing he needs to move on and to somewhere where he’s not constantly judged for something he did as a desperate and scared teen. They both have plans, and a relationship doesn’t figure in any of them. Except… what they’re doing and what they are to each other very quickly stops feeling like a fling and starts feeling like… well, something else.
I said in my review of On Board that I hoped the author would write a story for Kane, as I was sure there was one there worth telling, and she’s done him proud. He’s complex and vulnerable, likeable and endearing, and he’s been through a lot, but never, ever does he try to use that as an excuse for what he did to Judah. I appreciated the explanation for what happened and learning there was much more to it than a queer kid desperate to conceal his queerness by lashing out at an easy target, and it’s very clear that Kane lives with what he did every day, sure he doesn’t deserve forgiveness – even his own. It’s only when Abe makes clear his interest in spending time with him and getting to know him that Kane, for the first time in his life, starts to feel truly seen and realises just how much he’s longed for that. To Abe, he’s not the stupid kid who did a terrible thing, and he realises it’s time he stopped defining himself by that one act of violence, that he’s a good person and that he deserves to be happy. The scenes in which he and Judah finally come face to face and address the past are painful and deeply emotional but also very real, and watching Kane come into his own and start to live an authentic life is wonderful and uplifting.
There’s a learning journey for Abe, too, as he starts to think that perhaps the life he’s led so far – a life he loves and which has been good to him – is perhaps not the one he wants for his future.
The romance between these two very different men is passionate, sexy and beautifully written, and I loved the way their growing emotional connection is reflected through their dancing the Argentinian Tango together, and the way Kane’s growing confidence in the dance mirrors the personal changes he’s going through as he opens himself up to Abe, to life and to possibilities. Even though In Step is very much Kane’s show, Abe is a strong presence in the story, being exactly the supportive, generous and insightful partner Kane needs. There are no silly misunderstandings or contrived conflicts here; instead we’ve got two grown men acting their ages and not their shoe-sizes who recognise that what they have is special, are willing to take a risk, to admit they want more and are prepared to work at it.
In Step is a gorgeous romance full of insight and genuine emotion that will bring a tear to the eye and a lump to the throat in the best of ways. The characters are three-dimensional and relatable, the relationships – both familial and friendship – are expertly written, and the chemistry between the leads leaps off the page. It’s a marvellous way to close out the Painted Bay series and I’m happy to recommend it unreservedly.
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Grade: A
Book Type: Contemporary Romance
Sensuality: Warm
Review Date: 10/02/22
Publication Date: 02/2022
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This sounds delightful! I’m grabbing it, thanks
excellent book: interesting, funny dialogs, deep understanding of each character, interesting secondary characters, and also sexy.
I don’t think anyone expects you to post UK prices – it’s just a shame that such a great sale…
I’m sorry about that. We don’t have any way to post British prices as an American based site.
I have several of her books on my TBR and after reading this am moving them up the pile.
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I absolutely adored this book. Honestly, I don’t have any criticism at all! What I loved was that the book was so romantic. It was just a beautiful story of 2 people opening up to each other and falling in love. I liked that Kane and Abe behaved like adults and talked about their relationship. The dance element was very sexy. There were some deeply emotional scenes and I teared up (in the best way). It was one of those books where I felt so intensely that I had to take small breaks from reading it! I also thought there was just the right amount of characters from the previous books. I just loved it.
I liked Off Balance but was put off a bit by how long Judah wallowed in self pity. I loved On Board and it was one of my best of 2021. Even though it is only February, I am pretty confident that In Step will be one of my best of 2022. Jay Hogan just seems to be getting better and better over time, which is pretty remarkable as she started out so high for me!
I enjoyed this very much. I was pleased that both of the MCs were lovely throughout the book and neither of them acted like jerks – there was too much of Leroy and Judah acting like jerks for me in On Board – and I loved how Kane and Abe connected through dance. I found it an emotionally satisfying read.
I was surprised at Kane’s secret and thought that it was written into the plot well. I don’t think I’ve come across that before.
I was very pleased that Cora had a much smaller part in this book, and also got some comeuppance!
Can’t wait for Gary Furlong’s narration………….
I agree re. Cora – I wanted to say something in the review, but couldn’t work it in!
I really like how the resolution:
That just made the HEA so much more REAL. I really hope the author visits Painted Bay again at some point.
Absolutely! I think JH is excellent at keeping it real in the best sense of the phrase!
That’s how I felt about the second book, too.
Yay! Thank you! I’m so glad this is worthy of the rest of the series. I’ve already downloaded the book and I can’t wait to read it. Do you know if there are plans for audiobooks for this series? This would be such a great audio series with the right narrator!
I believe recording (by Gary Furlong) will start in a couple of months :)
I started it this morning and I can see that I will likely be up until the wee small hours to get it finished. I am around one third of the way through, at the part where Abe is first teaching Kane the tango and already I felt myself tear up at how their connection and Kane’s palpable longing jumps off the page. I can’t wait to see how it all develops and particularly how Abe and Judah resolve their issues.
It’s a wonderful book – I think this trilogy is Jay Hogan’s best work.
100% agree!
I am so excited to read this but I need uninterrupted reading time to fully appreciate it so I have to wait until the weekend. Caz, what do you mean by “close out” the Painted Bay series? Have you heard that there will be no further books? Or just that for now the author is going to concentrate on the new, upcoming series?
Edited to say: Jay told me she’s 95% certain this is the final book in the series, and that there’s a teeny tiny maybe she might write another one at some point!
Maybe this will be addressed by In Step but there was a tease in the previous books about something mysterious happening with Terry and I was hoping he would get a book!
I wondered the same thing, but as I’ve said above, Jay said she hasn’t closed the door on Painted Bay completely, but there are no immediate plans for another book,
Agree. Fully hoping there’s a story for Terry, too. Even if it’s a short or a seasonal (Christmas or something) story.
I have read all of Jay’s books and there has only been one novella so I don’t hold out a lot of hope, alas!